I am not myself these days is josh kilmer purcells outrageously intimate memoir of a young man living a double life in the heady days and nights of mid 90s new york city as we follow kilmer purcell through alcohol fueled nights and a love affair with jack a crack addicted male escort he offers up an alternative universe where normal is a normal rockwell painting that if you leaned in . Josh kilmer purcell is the bestselling author of the memoir i am not myself these days and the novel candy everybody wants and the star of planet greens documentary television series the fabulous beekman boys he and his partner brent ridge divide their time between manhattan and the beekman farm. I am not myself these days follows a glittering journey through manhattans dark underbelly a shocking and surreal world where alter egos reign and subsist barely on dark wit and chemicalsa tragic romantic comedy where one begins by rooting for the survival of the relationship and ends by hoping someone simply survives kilmer purcell is a terrifically gifted new literary voice who . I am not myself these days a memoir item preview remove circle share or embed this item embed embed for wordpresscom hosted blogs and archiveorg item description tags want more advanced embedding details examples and help no favorite . I am not myself these days a memoir ebook written by josh kilmer purcell read this book using google play books app on your pc android ios devices download for offline reading highlight bookmark or take notes while you read i am not myself these days a memoir